Un blog exprimé tout en douceurs sur des éléments humains de la vie qui ont fait partie de ma vie et qui m'ont été raconté. De tous ces éléments, une constante demeure, celle de mon abstinence ou j'ai appris à revivre ma vie dans son ensemble à plusieurs niveaux sentimentaux, émotionnels, spirituels et physiques. C'est un partage de sujet d'intérêt pour toute personne amoureuse de la vie.
My alcoholism - Living under the shadow of lies - Part three
Having a life where i had to cope with a drinking problem, in society, at work, in my family, and in a lot of social situation, i was showing myself as a stable person, someone who lived a normal life wich it was not the case.
Even if i felt comfortable with the way i was drinking at that time, i couldn't fight these constant emotions that i was lying to myself as i was lying to other in my life. There were a dark side of me that i didn't want to expose and it was my alcoholism.
I was living under the shadow of lies even if i tried to deny it, it was impossible to deny it like i used to do for many other aspects of my life. That's what this video is all about.